Jan. 20th, 2005

besubversive: (marilyn)
Yesterday was productive on a small scale, but that is better than not productive at all. I accomplished getting maintenance to take our bad phone and give us a good one, writing down all due dates in my planner for the 4 out of 5 classes I have had so far, the buying of books on half.com, the befriending of a future penpal, eating at Panera, and the hardcore snackage of sourdough bread rounds and pesto.

In my senior seminar class, each student has to lead a class discussion about one of our novels or part of one. I signed up for a slot in April, presenting on the first 8 chapters of Oryx and Crake. <3 x so freakin' many. It makes me laugh that the three men in that class are beyond shy. Wells, John, and Glen are their names, and they all are softspoken and on the timid side. The women, not so much. We are loud, bawdy English majors who have lots to say.

I was looking at my user info, and I felt that it wasn't the most enticing bit of self-touting ever composed. I am so enamored with people who have handfuls of unlinked interests. I want to be fun and reject the lure of turning up in 140+ different interest searches. I want user info that actually says something about me. I love lists, but isn't a mini-manifesto more wild and lovely? Yes, my instincts tell me. Yes.

I am going to ask Jaime if she can cut my hair sometime. I felt so giddy after the last haircut, both because of the quality of the 'do and the symbolic bonding. I could barely breathe sitting in the chair in front of the sink. On the inside I was all gigglywigglyness and hugebigsmiles.

No one can outsleep my very own roommate. It used to scare me, because she sleeps with a pillow over her face. I was afraid she would sufficate, but she hasn't yet.

PS: Last chance for signing up for a Valentine! If you haven't done it, do it!

PPS: I promised a certain lovely lady that she could read my paper on Surfacing. I'm adding it under the cut. Be nice, if the rest of you bother to read it.

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besubversive: (marilyn)
Note to self: Not only is pesto NOT a vegetable, it is probably unhealthy to eat a whole focaccia from Panera spread with it for dinner. Plus three slices of sesame semolina done up the same way. ::burp::
besubversive: (marilyn)
And suddenly you were gone! In a good way this time. I've been testing this all day. I call you into mind, and the twinge doesn't even register. I thought of Bed of Roses... nothing. I pulled out your mix CD... it made me smile a little. I said your name a few times... nothing in me twisted or ached. What alerted me to this change was seeing you sign on this morning. Every other day I've stared your screenname down, glowering and thinking bitter thoughts. This time, I just felt a calm ambivalence and went about my business.

When I feel lonely now, it won't be for you. It will be generic and mild and I'll be just fine.

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