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Jan. 20th, 2005 09:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
besubversiveAnd suddenly you were gone! In a good way this time. I've been testing this all day. I call you into mind, and the twinge doesn't even register. I thought of Bed of Roses... nothing. I pulled out your mix CD... it made me smile a little. I said your name a few times... nothing in me twisted or ached. What alerted me to this change was seeing you sign on this morning. Every other day I've stared your screenname down, glowering and thinking bitter thoughts. This time, I just felt a calm ambivalence and went about my business.
When I feel lonely now, it won't be for you. It will be generic and mild and I'll be just fine.
When I feel lonely now, it won't be for you. It will be generic and mild and I'll be just fine.
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Date: 2005-01-20 10:54 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2005-01-21 07:28 am (UTC)things end too quickly, or I didn't get to see the
whole movie, or someone has to wake up early, etc.
But it is also the great deliverer of this thing
called GETTING OVER IT. Time works it in when we
dont even pay attention. Its sneaky like that.
"I am not the girl I was a year ago. Thank time." - Plath
(good for you, jackie, really. xo )
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Date: 2005-01-21 08:41 am (UTC)