Feb. 29th, 2004

besubversive: (i heart echo)
I just finished watching Radio. It was really poignant, and I was in desperate need of a heart-wrenching. When you're yearning for someone or something, a good movie-induced cry can really get it out. I knew from the previews that I was in for a sobfest, 'cuz I sniffled through the one about Mona Lisa Smile, even though I've already SEEN that movie. Then I wiped a few tears away during the Big Fish preview... by the time the opening credits were starting, I was already patting my eyelids with my fingertips, trying to cool them off, and dabbing at my eyes with my sleeve. Yeah.

So, in case I didn't let everyone know, I'm in DE at the moment. Came down for the weekend. Friday/Saturday, did FREE laundry and showed off the tats at Dad's house. Last night, I came to my mom's and was instantly subjected to sheer nerve-grating pandemonium. Okay, so I'm exaggerating a little. But here's the thing...

I walk in the door, Mom's askin' to see the tats although I KNOW she really doesn't want to. My brother greets me with, "Hi, Jackie, wanna watch me play a video game cuz I rented this really cool new one that's kinda like silent hill without the fog and the little ghost kids but maybe it's more like that other one you used to watch me play last year I also wrote some new poetry it's kind of morbid like the other ones I sent you but it's really good my teacher said so the play is great can I sing you a song from it I have my costume already and everything's going really good are you coming to see it?"

Then my mom is all, "Let me just finish drying my hair, sweetie, and we'll go somewhere!! Where do you wanna go tonite? I was thinking bowling. But I can't stay up late... you know, we were thinking about galactic bowling but I just can't see me staying up until midnight. So, maybe a movie? What's out? What have you seen? What haven't you seen? Well, we could rent some movies but I thought we could go out or something. I don't know. What do you want to do?"

And I'm like, "Uh... Hi family. Stop being ADD. Can I sit down for a second? Kay."

Anyway... today I hung out with my first EVER girlfriend and my first EVER head-over-heels-in-unrequited-love-with-her elusive-as-fuck crush. Luckily we're all friendly like now and I hung out with them, fondling asses and trying to get Stacie and her girlfriend to make out in front of me. I finally sorta succeeded. Ha! I watched people playing pool and enjoyed the beautiful weather before I had to head home again. It's been a pretty decent weekend, overall.

Andy and Annie (my tats...) are flaky like a motherfucker today. The scabbiness is all ready to come off, just as soon as I stop coverin' it just in time with Neosporin. I wanna be super sure that when it does start coming off bigtime, it's because it was ready to, not because I was my usual picking-scratching self. I was the kid with a thousand summer mosquito bites in various stages of scab-osity. Pick pick pick. Tomorrow I switch to Tattoo Goo or unscented hand lotion... Oh, my babies.

Also, I'm happy that a special someone's life is starting to come together in really nice ways. May it keep on keepin' on that way. xoxo

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