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I love Dr. Segal because she notices every single place your paper could have possibly been better, and works it over (but in pencil, that's nicer), but still gives you lots of credit and ends with a comment like, "A pleasure to read."

I'm participating in Lent this year. No, not for any religious beliefs. I just find voluntary sacrifice REEEALLY hot. Like. Okay. Thinking of X number of participants hungering and wanting. Someone I know is choosing to fast completely on Fridays, and it just conjures images in my head of sucking on a lover's fingers for the salt. It's almost like submission, you know? Mmm. Chocolate, that's what I'm giving up. See how I'm doing during and after Valentine's Day, when chocolate is a sort of constant. Whew.

There was something else I wanted to mention. Mnmnmnmnmnmn can't remember. Oops.

When you wake up and realize that you are and have been rhythmically pressing your hips against the mattress, you know you are hard up for action. My hope lies solely in Philly. You know, the makeout party and the play party and just the handsome queers in general. Dlkajsdkjf. Bring it on.

In a related vein, I was thinking last night about my tendency to get all shy and introverted in social situations, especially when I'm surrounded by people I or others find attractive. I always think, on some level, "OMG, These people are better than me. That girl has a perfect body. That girl is braver. This other girl is just the most hot person here. How do I compare?" My goal, I suppose, is to provide myself with a steady flow of affirmations in the face of all that stunning and seemingly unmatchable hottness.

I'd like to be brave. I wish someone offered lessons in it.

Housing lottery is around the corner. Two hundred dollars for the deposit this year, instead of the normal one hundred. Being a "super-senior," I'm pretty much guaranteed whatever flipping room I want, as long as my deposit is in on time. I'm rooting for a double or a double-single in Curtis. If not, the biggest single possible in Butz.

Would someone like to accompany me to Imperial Tattoo in the near future? I'd like to talk to my guy about getting the birds touched up, since I was supposed to do it a long, long time ago and just kept putting it off. Social anxiety and whatnot. I also want to look into getting my femme star. But where?

Date: 2005-02-10 03:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hott-pink-punk.livejournal.com
I know exactly what you mean about getting intimidated...there's so many interesting and beautiful people around me, I have crushes on most of them! I need to remind myself on a regular basis that there still just normal people and there's no need for me to have an inferiority complex. Anyway, Becca and I were talking about how cool and fashion savvy you are...just thought you'd like to know. Also, I'd love to hit up Imperial with you if you've got room.

Date: 2005-02-10 03:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] besubversive.livejournal.com
You guys are so sweet!!! I can't believe you sweet darlings, makin' me feel all good.

And you're welcome as can be to make the trip to Imperial, whenever that happens.

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