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[besubversive]

Car Cleaning
Yarn Shopping
Dinner and a Movie
Tattoo Witnessing
Panera Dining

Fab times ahead.

I think I'm going to create a personal zine based around my dealing with the end of my relationship wih Trenton. At the same time that I keep feeling better, I have all these feelings that never got wrapped up or processed. It was so sudden and I'm still struggling with that. Plus, if I document everything, I'll purge it and put it into something concrete that I can put in a box and store in the closet. Sometimes I'm just so angry that I can't breathe. And it's all residual disbelief and bitterness. In the end, I was the only one talking... I got tons of 'I'm sorry,' but no real explanation. I'm ready to start putting it all to rest.

"And we say goodbye and go underground,
Or up towards the sky,
Up in smoke or down a size,
At least we're still friends,
At least we're still alive." - Goodbye Forever/Alkaline Trio

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[candent.livejournal.com]

I think I'm going to create a personal zine based around my dealing with the end of my relationship wih Trenton

I thnk this is a good idea. It will help develop closure, which you really do need.

[meh-tal--core.livejournal.com]

I was totally listening to that song
two nights ago WHILE reading zines.
No joke.

Its a sign?
xo