All About Anger

I am so angry right now, and have been since last night. I beaded angrily. I read a book angrily. I slept angrily, even. But this morning I'm also worried about him, what if something happened? What if I find out later that he was hurt or something, and I was wrong in my anger? I will feel so guilty. And yet, having that worry distract me from my anger makes me even more angry, if possible. Also, when he finally hears that I am angry, he will be angry that I'm angry at him (I have learned) and that will just make me furious.

(Universe, please make sure he is safe.)

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I think I better take a walk. If I don't, I might implode.